Exactly 79 hOurs and 25 minutes have passed after I finished taking the last paper Of my 7th sem exam . I thOught it wOuld be a very nice time as there wOuld be nO exams , nO last minute mugging and cramming , which kept me very busy last week . But alas ! there is nO such feeling right nOw .
After the exams , life is nOt same again . I have tried many gimmicks tO get myself Occupied , but each has turned futile . Suddenly , facebOOk turned bOring . Even I checked my Orkut accOunt after a mOnth . ThOugh dc main chat prOvided a brief respite , it also cOuld nOt hOld the fOrte fOr lOng enOugh . Last winter tOO I was in Bit . Despite , there were Only 6 boys in my hOstel then ,life was nOt sO boring .
It is not first time my exam are finished .It is nOt that I have nOthing tO dO. Perhaps , this mOnth is mOst impOrtant mOnth Of my life . I have tO appear fOr CAT , then JMET . Then there are sundry cOmpanies cOming fOr placement .These 2O days will play a decisive rOle in my life . They can very much shape my entire life . But it is bizzare that I am feeling the lack Of mOtivatiOn most at this critical juncture . It is like I can nOt cOncentrate On anything , Leave study . SOme eerie thOghts are preOccupying my mind . Am I being restless , Or is it mOral turpitude , Or my bOdy is reacting tO variOus quandaries I have ? I do not know . But I want tO know . Have any Of yOu have experienced such thing . DO yOu knOw the answer . If yes please comment .
Ps happy vaccatiOn and thOse sitting fOr placement , all the best .
Friday, December 4, 2009
Restless SOul
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